Jenn

cooooooooooooolllll!!!

2006-09-27T21:15:04Z

You Belong in Paris

Stylish and a little sassy, you were meant for Paris.

The art, the fashion, the wine, the men!

Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...

You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.

What City Do You Belong In?

jenndenial @ 2006-01-11T00:03:00

2006-01-11T08:03:48Z

Your Kissing Purity Score: 37% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

so you're standing on a ledge....

2002-09-25T07:54:15Z

find the method to my madness...
(for i have lost it)

you know, souls touch...
Home doesn't lie in tangible places, but in the depths of emotions - recognition comes from the heart and the connection between souls may be realized...
you see, souls touch...
you can close your eyes and envision greatness; yet without the monstrosity of the fire within...why close your eyes - or even imagine?
you feel,

you feel your souls touch...
the attraction of another's "being" is recognized through the gentle, yet vivacious language spoken between souls... it's simply the passion that permits you to not only reach out and connect, but more importantly...it's what keeps you alive...

we are not to be contained...inspiration is hard to find, but it's even harder to grasp...
in the end, no matter what path you choose to take....whether you change for Your better or for Your worse...i have seen who you are - i have recognized your soul...

in the end, just know i'll walk with you.

bittersweet

2002-09-18T17:06:30Z

goodbyes were scarce...

for her

2002-08-20T07:14:05Z

it's been extremely long....

FIRST, an immense amount of gratitude for the Boy who helped put the smile back on my sister's face...
- it was supposedly supposed to be a happy day for her. she had just gotten paid and as usual, it was her genuine kind-hearted nature that wanted to treated her lov'd ones out to dinner (something she always enjoyed --> making people happy). i guess you could say that i ruined it for her; initiating her dive into a conversation in which we both were oblivious to the extremity and longivity of the responding events. anyway, long story short: bounded by the heartache caused, we felt that it was important for her to feel somewhat good again; enough time had been wasted and she was emotionally exhausted. so, all in all... she was uplifted by nothing more than a simple visit -
One would think that it was those great warm hugs you give, your gentle smile, your natural way of making her laugh, or your toleration of our verbal-sarcastic abuse that makes her feel good again, but it's not........ok, well it is but more importantly:

anyone can see.. that in HER eyes.... it's simply the fact of YOU that causes her to smile and to be alright again

you have great percpetion in the depths of the obvious

2002-08-15T21:16:27Z

back from the dead (of silence)...
an account of recent events:

...risen with a new universe and an acquired perception of my fire within...
...returned insomniac from down south - specifically from 3rd and promenade with the breathtaking ever-so-relaxing cafe on the beach(literally, on the beach - mocha in hand, feet in the sand) and from DEL PLAYA - shining true meaning on the word "dance" - oh, and boxing Wes...
...disappeared from the south - hidden in traffic - only to reappear not at home, but at beautiful celebration of life for the honored debutante -- enjoying the encounter of old familiar faces; was especially joyous when i received a beautiful smile - a smile that shone throughout his entire face, eyes naturally falling into a squint, a great smile - leaving you only wanting to smile back...and so i did - a genuine way of beginning a conversation, short and sweet...
...was lost in a shower of stars (all the while reminiscing and yearning to slow dance) - a crazy feeling overcame me when i could still feel his breathing....
....visited my boys and actually got something for something =)....
....22 - good thing: enjoyed another celebration of life; bad thing: approached by a fake introduction; good thing: looked up again at night with my girls, sharing our thesis and our DESIRE OF non-conforming selves to the idea of the capitlist world - sharing our appreciation of existenz - basically, lovin the livin...
...up late nite, yet still managed to stumble in the car to try and make it to a 9am appt., then proceeded to the aroma of "home" to waith for her and him - although the wait was long, i was satisfied by the company of the darling Boy and later on through the readings of past self-written accounts of young adolscent dreams and fantasies....

....hmm, midday and still more to do....

random shit-----------p.s., A thank you and an apology

2001-12-31T10:24:08Z

haven't written here for a....while

p.s. first of all..a huge apology if i ignored u at my party...im sooo incredibly sorrie-- things were just reallie hectic and i wanted to get to talk to everyone but sorrie if u felt ignored...truly, sorrie...and now my thankyou--> thanks for everyone who made it to the party...thanks for those who brought food...thanks a bunch for making me smile that day....

those profiles sound fun..maybe i'll do one..or some of one

..."this too shall pass"..."tomorrow, the sun WILL rise"...."why not?"

here's a question: how many times have got ure heart broken?...
and will this Answer answer the question to how much pain we can endure...(over and over again?)

just reminders......not a summary

2001-12-18T06:28:48Z

sorrie this is gonna be short

hey everyone...

gonna have a chirstmas confirmation partie....pretty sure it's gonna be on FRIDAY at around SIX...thinkin of optional potluck (for desert)....and white elephant??------and this is a partie put on by me and my cuzin sean.....SO YEH, KEEP THIS FRIDAY NITE OPEN!!!
and any suggestions for the partie/or any complications???

ALY, can u e-mail me, jenztrz@aol.com, so i can give u my password to update my livejournal layout...if u don't mind doin it???....please?

and what's this whole BEP bein segregated??...and who's boutkast?...ahnd who else has live journal that i don;'t know about?

brrrrr......

2001-12-04T08:36:47Z

so im hella cold rite now...still need to finish hw, and it's 12:14...damn....oh well

ooh..witnessed some gorgeous sky highlights todae...
one more cup of "coffee"(my style of course)and then off to bed...
rehearsed for one acts-->tomorrow is rehearsal for aladdin-->ahh, performance comin up soooon. sofa's and bev's are just too funnie-->and woo hoo sofa's bf is finally here-->happie for her-->happie for them both-->just like for another two-->watching closin nite of rumors(hopefully)-->play-->one acts-->rehearsal for one acts....

hmm..is that it?...for now i guess...
nite...
damn onlee down to half a cup

FLASHBACK: "i kno it;s late...but i had to tell you what's been on my mind"

2001-12-03T07:01:02Z

so i finished my updates and then i read everyone else's...damn, havve i missed a lot....

but yeh, just had to sey...
-what's up with all the britney pics??

-jonnyboy, cute way of asking audrey to winterball...
i wish someone would do something like that for me...but no, it's like:
"so uh...u wanna go to winterball with me?" (nutn really wrong with this one, but it's soo typical)
or
"umm...hey, are u gonna go to winterball?" (yeh) "cool...so uh, are u gonna go with anyone?" (im not sure yet) "oh" (why do u ask?) "oh, uh...well if u don't have a date, u could go with me" AND RITE ABOUT NOW..in my mind im thinking "I COULD GO WITH YOU?!?!?!"...oh boy!, whoopee!,............uh....NO

so yeh johnny, GREAT JOB in bringing back my faith in guys capable of being adoringly sweet

-paulo...miss talkin to u bud

-HAPPY ONE MONTH guys!

ok...nite guyz

"..but boy i promise that our love will make it right"

2001-12-03T06:34:15Z

so u kno when u haven't seen a person in the loooonnngggest time? well not just anyone, but
S O M E O N E ......u kno what i mean?

well yeh, i think this year...this christmas...im gonna drive to his house and drop off his christmas gift...
*sigh*....it's gonna be weird...but in a good way...

=) -those old warm feelings just swept across my soul...=)

*sigh*..can't wait...=)

"i knoe that lately it seems like time has passed us by.."

2001-12-03T06:22:03Z

things to come: (oh the excitement...the anticipation!)

-ONE ACTS FESTIVAL!!! and Children's Theatre..woo hoo!
(playing the role of Lorelai Gilmore(from Gilmore Girls) for One Acts, and for C.T., Jasmine(from Aladdin)

-2 weeks of school left!!

-his arrival!! (sofa's bf)

-2 cotillions...gonna get my groove on...hmm, what to wear???

-noey's b-day...party some more!!(sorrie, can't make it to American's Winterball)

-Christmas parties...at my house....I NEED TO KNOW PEOPLE'S SCHEDULE CUZ I WANNA HAVA A CHRISTMAS PARTY WITH EVERYONE THERE, (hopefully no one's goin outta town)

"...since i held you close, and looked into your eyes"

2001-12-03T05:59:18Z

NEW THINGS:

-so for the first time...in a loooonnng ass time....i had a dream...and yeh, it was pretty crazy...i was i think dating this guy and i brought him to see my family, not my real family,...but this lady who was supposed to be my mom (she was dressed in rags)...and i think we were poor..but yeh, i also had two young brothers...both around three years old..and they were just the cutest things...(and they looked spanish)..but they were both sitting in my lap, and i was holding them close...and just as i was introducing them to my boyfriend....i turned to my side to look at him(my bf)and he had fallen asleep...

weird...

...in the dream, i had a feeling that our relationship was somehow-----i dunno,..it's like i cared about him more than he cared about me..uh, more like i was unsure if he cared AS MUCH as i cared for him..
but yeh, i got reallie offended..cuz my family is so important to me...and the STUPID THING..THE STUPID THING WAS that even tho i felt offended..my very next action was to hold his hand and just let him sleep...

..without good, no...without a GREAT reason, i would never put up with shit like that...and im just a bit scared of this dream, because, what happens if, later in my life, i do put up with something like that?...

"it's been so long" ...

2001-12-03T05:43:15Z

well hello everybody!....long time since last i wrote in here...just been overwhelmed i guess

short and quick:
-last time i was sick, now im doin much better
-saw the play rumors, and aly and paulo were just marvelous!!! plannin on watching again closing nite=)
-ahhh....uc aps and SATs finally over!!!! (loving the relief)
-confirmation--> awesome to see everyone, and cute how 2nd year came to class durin their break; had a party and missin my madelines =(...;went to jacks and sofa told me that after i left, ed said he was wearing a G-string!!!...can't believe i missed that!;johnnyboy is such a sweetie

-ooh...and thanksgiving...loved chillin with my cuz as usual..esp, with noey, cuz i barely see her...and damn did we have fun that NITE!!!! (mmm...skittles..lolz)

k, thas all i reallie can remember..for now

waa waa

2001-11-08T23:14:45Z

urgh....my throat hurts..........sore throat, sore throat, sore throat!!!
somebody help me!!

waa waa

2001-11-08T23:14:30Z

urgh....my throat hurts..........sore throat, sore throat, sore throat!!!
somebody help me!!

jenndenial @ 2001-11-07T22:21:00

2001-11-08T07:10:19Z

geez...10:22PM...still got an essay to write...

truthfully:
started to write something totally negative..but deleted and decided to start over again..

Good things:
-the quote from the movie half baked, "F-you, F-you, F-you...YOU'RE COOL....F-you, ..I'm out!" <--- lolz
-buttmosh
-sandcastles
-sleep
-from An American Tale, "Somewhere out there"
--> ooh, memory time:
ok, so about this song, "Somewhere out there"...i remember when my brother(older/kuya)was just learning how to play this song (on the piano)...and i remember when he finally got it, he would always play it...and i would always fall asleep to him playing this song on the piano....

ahh..the sweetness of the good times

ok, now i'm in that soothing mood to get a bit rest/nap and then the essay....

hmm...=)

Je ne sais pas

2001-11-07T23:34:30Z

so i just had french class...and we just had one of those exercises where she asks you a question and you're supposed to answer and talk for a certain amount of time....(and this is obviously in french since the whole damn 125minutes of class is spoken in nothing but FRENCH!)....but yeh aniwaise...the question was:Est-ce que vous connaissez quel'qu'un qui s'est mari? r?cemment? D?crivez la joie de cette personne.
(someone you knew who had just gotten married recently; describe the joy of this person)
..and so you had your typical answer like, "ma soeur ?tait mari?e r?cemment. Son jour de mariage, elle a sembl? belle. Elle a ressembl? ? elle ?tait tr?s dans l'amour. Elle ?tait heureuse. Ma famille ?tait ?galement heureuse pour elle."
(my sister was recently married. On her wedding day, she looked beautiful. She looked like she was very in love. She was happy. My family was also happy for her.)
but then this one girl...who was like born in normandy, and can speak french fluently...well yeh, she obviously started speaking and the rest of the class was like, "wtf?" and so after she spoke she explained to us what she said...and she said,"well my cousin got married last year and our family was very happy for her. She was extremely in love and she danced the night away. Her husband was also very much in love and when he looked into her eyes, he knew that he would love her forever and that he would spend the rest of his life making her happy."
and then we were all like, "awww...how sweet"...
and especially since it was send in french..it sounded hella nice!!...

question

2001-11-07T06:53:59Z

aly, i'm gonna ask u to help me with my layout cuz paulo said ure great at it...i'll see u at confirmation

if someone could help out with this one, that would be great:
who else has live journal...all i have is paulo, aly, ed, johnnyboy, and reuben...anione else??

Wishful thinking--> tea: warms, soothes, and heals the soul

2001-11-07T06:44:52Z

urgh....i feel so tired and frustrated and sick
i was supposed to go to krys' house tonite, but obviously that didn't work out...urgh...i hate feeling this way....ooh, and she was gonna show me the pictures...

oh yeh, btw...i got a school parking ticket today...fuckin great......(see, now i normally would block out a letter in the word "fucking", but i'm too damn frustrated/exhausted).....oh well, it's nice to come here and vent and to hear all the nice stories about everyone else's day...even the not-so-nice stories because they help remind me that i'm not the only one in this mood...

and btw, if ure in complete wonderment about my title of my last entry: how can one be so cruel without knowing it?....(yeh, i know...totally random) i mite as well tell u who i was referring to since this is a so-called journal....
i was talkin about my sister because we had gotten into this conversation, and her personal opinions really got to me..i mean, i guess i'm saying that it was just so different from my own personal opinion that it hurt me...
i dunno, maybe im just being that older sister who wants their younger sibling to alreadie be aware of certain things...instead of having them find out on their own..
wow...sorrie if the above made no sense at all..

guess im just rambling....

on a better note, and my final one:
looking forward to sunday cuz of the leader retreat and we get to have oreo cookie pie......And....i guess i gotta leave right after--> cuz im goin clubbin....woo hoo!!

k, nite kids

p.s, on behalf of my title...just to let u kno, i didn't have tea today.....but LORD, do i want...no,....Lord, do i NEED some
and this all depends

how can one be so cruel without knowing it???

2001-11-07T00:36:23Z

yeh so i'm at school rite now...4:20pm..hmm

k, so get this...had an alrite day.....i feel worse with eaching passing day--and not just my physical health...but my emotional being
hey, ever see the movie "My Best Friend's Wedding"--> well it's an awesome movie...good line: "he's chasing her...you're chasing him....WHO'S chasing you"---> lolz...hahahah
if u kno me, u'll get it

so at school...i was talkin with a friend and we decided to go to EYE CANDY on Sundae...anione's welcome to come along (it's gonna be at the LimeLight)..also had a good surprise....i love it (sometimes....well almost all the time)...when ure having a "blah-but-leaning-towards-a-bad-day"...and someone comes up behind you, without your knowing, and they either say or do something sweet....ure initial second-reaction is like:"woah, who are u?" but then after that second of surprise, it's just like: "aww thanx"....and i think that was the one time today my heart was warmed...

ugh..tired....i wish i had time to sit down and have a nice cup of tea (just like at krys' house) and just breathe.........or maybe a warm bowl of chicken noodle soup (cuz i just feel soo dayam sick).......ahh, wouldn't that be nice
unfortunately, i and homework won't let time permit such a desired relaxation

jenndenial @ 2001-11-05T21:39:00

2001-11-06T06:43:25Z

hmm...so LIVEJOURNAL VIRGIN here...don't quite exactly know if i'm doin this right...
so umm,
first of all, Holla to the BEPs! (esp. JoeyFat-One for giving me a password to create my own journal)

todae:
with a beautiful sunrise to match a breath-taking sunset..........how could i be so incredibly fortunate to experience them both

well, i'm getting sick...school was alrite...
highlight of the school day: watching the Brandy, Whitney Houston version of CINDERELLA and making mental notes on the Grand Waltz (which had hella dope moves and all the gurlz had perty dresses)=)

dayam, im hella tired too..

so yeh...new subject...
so here's something personal(lolz)...about an hour ago, i was in my library...all lights turned off upstairs...and i was living one of my mottos: "to dance like no one's watching"...yeh, pretty damn fun..y'all should try it...very----relaxing..and a good stress-reliever....

k, i kno that this first entry is pretty boring..but hey, i just started

uh..nite kids...
gotta start a new essay